Friday 13 January 2023

Letting Go

Letting Go 

Think not that I still, when making tea,
Take two cups out; one for you, one for me.
Think not that I lose myself, in your hair,
Each time I find a strand so fair.
Think not that I, when homeward bound,
Check the window, hoping you'll be found.
Think not that I reach out, in the night,
To feel your touch, or hold you tight.
Think not that I miss, our morning embrace,
Or the way you brightened my waking face.
Think not that I climb, the stairs with glee,
Expecting you to reply, when I say "hello" to thee.
Think not that I, through old photos, wade,
In search of moments, for which I've stayed.
Think not that my heart races, when someone I see,
That looks like you, but is not meant to be.
Think not that I wander, through places so fair,
Hoping to find you, waiting there.
Think not that I miss you, for it cannot be;
In truth, I've set you free.



Thursday 5 January 2023

Crime and Punishment: A Review


I find myself in love with the art of writing, yet I confess I do not indulge in the act of reading nearly as much as I should. It's a curious thing, really. Each time I immerse myself in a book, I am left feeling invigorated and enlightened. The experience is never a letdown, for it always manages to bestow upon me some valuable insight. I tried the classic, Crime and Punishment, and was struck by its pertinence to contemporary existence. It's hard to believe that this masterpiece, crafted in the mid-nineteenth century, still speaks volumes to our modern-day lives.

The main character in Crime and Punishment, Raskolnikov, is a complex and tortured figure whose actions and thoughts are shaped by a number of internal and external factors. While the circumstances surrounding his life are unique, there are aspects of his story that can resonate with many people. In particular, his feelings of guilt, shame, and confusion may be relatable to anyone who is hiding a secret.

Raskolnikov is a character who is both driven and conflicted. His desire to prove himself as an extraordinary individual leads him to commit a murder, and while he initially feels that this action is justified, he is ultimately tormented by his guilt. His struggle to come to terms with his actions is compounded by his poverty, isolation, and sense of alienation from the world around him. These factors contribute to a deep sense of despair, as he tries to reconcile his own values with those of the society in which he lives.

Similarly, someone with a secret to hide may feel a similar sense of conflict and confusion. This person may feel torn between their feelings for their partner and their desire to be with someone else. They may experience feelings of guilt and shame, as well as a sense of isolation and alienation from the people around them. These feelings can be compounded by a sense of pressure from society to conform to traditional values and norms.

Like Raskolnikov, someone in this situation may also experience a sense of despair as they struggle to reconcile their own desires with the expectations of the world around them. They may feel trapped and powerless, unable to express their true feelings or pursue the life they want to live. They may also feel as though they are alone in their struggle, unable to share their feelings with others for fear of judgment or rejection.

Despite these challenges, both Raskolnikov and anyone in this situation may find hope in their ability to take responsibility for their actions and make positive changes in their lives. By acknowledging their feelings and taking steps to address them, they can begin to find a sense of peace and fulfilment. This may involve seeking therapy or counselling, talking to trusted friends or family members, or even ending a relationship if it is not fulfilling their needs.

Ultimately, the story of Crime and Punishment offers a powerful message of redemption and the possibility of finding meaning and purpose in life, even in the face of overwhelming challenges. While the circumstances surrounding Raskolnikov's life are extreme, his journey can offer insights and inspiration to anyone who is struggling to come to terms with their own desires and values. By embracing their true selves and taking action to live a more authentic life, they can find the peace and fulfilment they seek.